sunday
i learned that it's not a jam, he said. a double-feed is caused by limp-wristing. so. i need steadier, tougher wrists. i can work on that.
monday
all the living of 80, 90, 100 years compressed into one room - one bed, one chair and a few precious photographs.
these were my thoughts at work tonight. these people i care for have had such full, amazing lives, and now, they live in one room, or half a room, decorated with a few photographs and framed bits on the wall, a special piece of furniture or two, and a whole host of memories tucked away in their aging minds and wrinkled skin.
the photo is my frosty windshield.
someone on flickr commented that we come from and return to stardust. what a beautiful picture to keep in my mind as i care for my residents. even when some of them are difficult, they are made up of stardust. we all are.
tuesday
me: folding laundry. him: lying on the floor with his notebook. t-u-e-s-d-a-y 11 period 13 period 12. his dishwater blond, fuzzy head. his stubby fingernails. home is best.
home is best. and sunlight is a close second!
wednesday
wishing doesn't make it go faster. sometimes it even makes it go slower.
what wisdom from a nine-year-old mouth.
maddie told isaac that this morning. they are looking forward to a weekend with friends. i am looking forward to some definitive plans. but she's right. sometimes the wishing makes the time seem to drag. i'll enjoy today. and the sun that is shining again!