. . . but i can make it through the next two weeks. then it will all change. in a good, good way. no less than eleven crazy circumstance/situations will be over, wrapped up, done, fixed, finished. i'll be able to have a routine. a two-week schedule with a repeat. breakfast and coffee with ben in the morning. school with my kiddos. lunch at noon. afternoons of reading or projects or outdoor play or movie watching. suppers planned and prepared. bedtime. oh, bedtime. at night. with my family. two afternoons a week we'll have two small friends here. two small friends who take naps. every other weekend i'll work my overnights. that's it. i get to be myself again. i'm looking forward to this, my friends. looking forward with great anticipation.
but, don't worry, i won't forget to enjoy the now. like right now. i'm going to shut this computer and sleep for 5 hours. and every moment with ben and maddie and isaac in the next two crazy weeks. i'm going to enjoy those, too.
more later.
love, ~e